<!DOCTYPE html> <html> <head> <meta charset="UTF-8"> <title>a hhh ahaha - Archive - MayVaneDay Studios</title> </head> <body> <p align=center> <b>MayVaneDay Studios (Gopher Edition)</b> </p> <p><b>a hhh ahaha</b></p> <p>published: 9-23-2018</p> <p> </p> <p>there are several thousand of me<br /> scattered all over this wasteland we call the modern web<br /> which one is the real me? the ones I currently use?<br /> or did I lose myself in the corpses long ago</p> <p>I am in trouble<br /> I am in trouble<br /> I am in trouble<br /> I am in trouble<br /> out of memory<br /> out of second, third, fourth chances<br /> out of time</p> <p>I want to go back to the days<br /> where the entirety of the web was just popping bubbles on a Twistables game<br /> before Crayola remodeled their website<br /> before the computer running XP in the corner of the home office crashed and died<br /> before I crashed and died</p> <p>I don't want to be a saint anymore<br /> because saints are expected to perform miracles<br /> and it would be a miracle if I could get back on my own two feet<br /> but I can't even find my own two feet<br /> but I can't even find my own two eyes<br /> or four<br /> or six<br /> always six<br /> always out of time<br /> always me, forever</p> <p>a ghost offered to pull me out of the fog<br /> but maybe the ghost is of the fog<br /> but maybe the ghost is the fog<br /> surrounding me, suffocating me of me<br /> and I lay dead in the middle of the forest</p> <p>how do you decompose?<br /> because you've lived fast and short and now your candle wick is gone<br /> lie still, my friend<br /> lie still as the wind caresses your bones<br /> lie still as the earth takes your flesh<br /> lie still<br /> lie still</p> <p>which reality is the real reality?<br /> because if I say I am, then I am<br /> and I am<br /> and I am not<br /> and I am</p> <p>change the truth until it reflects reality<br /> change the truth until it reflects the world you want to see<br /> change the truth until it fits you</p> </body> </html>