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- > lamented my life for so long that disappointment has evolved into self-hatred for being a useless unwanted nobody
- > now I'm so far down the hole I actually get excited when this sickness morphs into something new, even the hurting is fun now
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- On the bright side anon at least you can think (maybe). I believe it's the Buddhists who say knowledge/progress comes from suffering, and i think they're right. Theres [sic] a saying, that engineering comes from necessity, because only when one notices a problem can one think about it. Only when one finds issue in something, or lack thereof, will they suffer enough to encourage their minds to do something about it. Its [sic] why normalcattle is a term, because they are hopped up on narcissistic, hedonistic containment, blind to the issues around them, to the issues with themselves. Lemming is a term i hear thrown around, but i dont [sic] know how that started. They're satiated slaves anon, at least you aren't. Autism flurisheds [sic] through curiosity, curiosity is the urge to know more, for you know you know too little.
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