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<b>MayVaneDay Studios (Gopher Edition)</b>
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<p><b>fatali</b></p>
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<p>published: 12-1-2018</p>
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<p> </p>
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<p>DEFILED<br />
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DEMURED<br />
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LOST IN CENSURE<br /></p>
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<p>CAST OUT<br />
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MADE BLIND<br />
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NO LONGER DIVINE<br /></p>
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<p>I WILL MARK MY OWN FATE<br />
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I WILL CHOOSE MY OWN PATH<br />
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OR I WILL GO UP IN FLAMES<br />
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FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE</p>
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<p>AND AT THE EDGE OF ETERNITY<br />
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YOU WILL ASK:<br />
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WHO WAS I?<br />
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WHO COULD HAVE I BEEN?</p>
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<p>If Neocities was paradise,<br />
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then I am Eve<br />
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from Eden, no longer beholden<br />
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for daring to believe<br />
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something verboten<br /></p>
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<p>and much like there, the fediverse is yet the same<br />
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being queer's the praxis, shitposting's the game<br />
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and yet we tear each up with our words<br />
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with misunderstanding<br />
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and thunder<br />
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like we've become animals<br />
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in yet another herd
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<p>you let blind anger run through your veins<br />
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consuming you from the inside<br />
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like a wildfire run rampant and free</p>
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<p>you become like a damned animal<br />
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at the slightest provocation<br />
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a hellhound, made for nothing more than weeping<br />
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and gnashing of meat and bone alike</p>
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<p>not fit for civilization<br />
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or wilderness alike<br />
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where do you belong? the air?<br />
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or on the end of a pike
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<p>you see a picture of your fave,<br />
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you click without processing<br />
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like an automaton<br />
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click, click, click</p>
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<p>does this bring you fulfillment?<br />
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does this satisfy your soul?<br />
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a machine for someone else's validation<br />
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senselessly trying to fill a hole
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<div style="text-align:center"><b><p>
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is this the fate you wanted?<br />
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is this the end you meant to procure?<br />
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and if you answer yes:<br />
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are you really so sure?</p>
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<p>begone, ye ghosts! lest you turn me<br />
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into a fictional entity I was never meant to be<br />
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I'll admit I've my doubts; I'll admit I've no sure mind<br />
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but in my life, this is mine and mine alone to find
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