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+title: Look Alive, Sunshine
+published: 2019-01-17
+---
+
+quick post, but people who always try to look spotless and perfect are basically just not people tbh. hot take i know but ***whaddya gonna do 'bout it***
+
+## human condition fuck yeah
+
+we're messy beings, we're lazy and we get dirty. my sleeves constantly have a bunch of messy crap on them. my pants have smudges and stains occasionally. i have spilt a lot of stuff on everything, and on top of that i get ink stains a lot too.
+
+if i spent all the time i needed to **look acceptable** and still maintain my lifestyle, i would not have any free time at all.
+
+if i changed my lifestyle to **fit in** then im literally not a person anymore and id hate that.
+
+thats all there is to that.
+
+## psych shit idk
+
+mentally, humans are not perfect. we enjoy things we shouldn't. we do thinks we shouldnt. we like things we shouldnt.
+
+why hide that?
+
+if you have bags under your eyes own them.
+
+if you have a bunch of wires and shit hanging everywhere then thats rad.
+
+if you're smoking in public then good on ya.
+
+we're meant to *bee ourselves* but what people really mean is *bee what we want you to be*
+
+and i say fuck that.
+
+## make the headers up yourself
+
+looking like shit constantly is a mark of honour. you don't have to be a slob, but you don't have to look perfect. you can take care of yourself and be hygenic, but still look like a tosser and have people give you funny looks in the street.
+
+looking alive, the way ***they*** mean it, is no different than looking like a machine, like an idea (not in the good way either). like looking like something harmless, soulless and idealess.
+
+in reality, looking alive means looking like your one drag away from keeling over, and honestly, thats the way it should be.
+
+`fuck socks`
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